In my darkest dreams I realise /

I could be dying now /

I should be dead somehow /

In times of honest afterthought /

I see myself above it all /

Top of the world, see myself /

Fleeing, flying, falling down.

Don’t catch me now my dear /

Don’t save me from this fear /

I will fall this time my dear /

Don’t want to have another year.

Fearing fear I hide myself /

Is this really what I want to do? /

Is it really worthwhile too? /

Is this my path and destiny? /

Can I dream with eyes wide open /

Comes clarity close in closure /

Clear for once.

Don’t catch me now my dear /

Don’t save me from this fear /

Fuck my fear of fear /

I hate this fucking year.

In my darkest dreams I realise /

I could be dying now /

I must be dead by now /

Stars up there feel very cold /

Whisper something silently /

High up here, I see myself /

I feel myself, my dear.